Come again here a few days more kalau malas baca yang ini, I hope there's a new entry by then =P

If you noticed, bila tajuk-tajuk entry kat sini dah semacam, there are things close to me bothering me much.
I wish I could say it bluntly out loud, but I dont know why I still care about who reads here and why I mind the unmentioned feelings -- even when MY feelings kalian pijak campak ke sana sini.

Okay okay, before that, I don't intend to sound too serious in here.
Just jotting down some whatevers, bear with me for awhile eh eh eh.




I swear, I have tonnes to share here.
Even 'Aliya asked many times when will I give her the pictures we took when we were in Melaka Wonderland few weeks ago. "Adik nak upload kat Facebook!" katanya. Meaning I've to go back home ah, since yes, it has been awhile too since I went back to Seremban.

And yes, I no longer commute Seremban-Kelana Jaya anymore. My heart still race a beat whenever I see a RapidKL bus coming, thinking I might miss the bus -- but the fact I now need not to do that took some time to settle in my mind.
Lama-lama biasa ah.
Setahun berulang, sure fond memories I had.
(yeah, righhht.)

Anyways, 2011 has been, hmm, well, fairly good to me so far.

I would wanna say awesome, tapi tipu gila la coz I had my fair share of crying.  
Sikit.
Sikit je nangis.
Redha meredhai, Tuhan je tahu.

So it's cool to say that it has been fairly good la kan?
Seimbang.
Biarpun tak seimbang mana, since there were more goods than bads hehehehe.

I was out and about with friends, accompanying a bride to be for a test make up, outstations with the colleagues -- even work has been great (new promotion, new salary, alhamdulillah!) and of course, I recently conquered another mountain!

So that would be a back to back entry if I just had the time to update.
I will, insyaAllah -- and not just a cheating Wordless Wednesday post =P

These days I try hard not to mourn long -- be it over my problem or problems caused by others.

I cry, (yes I must cry) while facing it, settle selagi boleh (with help,of course!) and bila takleh settle, I get over it -- quick.
Even with a heavy heart.
Specially when things don't go my way.
It may stay in my mind for a few days, but I know it will eventually go away.
Out of my heart, out of my mind.

But what made me stay grounded, or think twice before saying something nasty, or succumb to the lowest level are the worthy people behind me -- who supported and reasoned out with me not to just do the opposite which is mengikut kata hati yang emosi mati.

(I can never do this battle alone, I swear. Sigh)

And of course, tiap yang terjadi ada reason yang tersendiri.
Obviously the good reasons -- reasons that I might not see before, reasons to move on, reasons to be more thankful and a WHOLE lot more.

I mean, it wouldn't be right if I were to be sad over some silly people when a friend is having difficulties in her pregnancies, or someone who lost their parents -- or do I need to compare to the other part of the world that are suffering?
You know what I mean kan?

On a another note, having abilities or advantages doesn't give you the right to judge and belittle other people, specially those you know their weaknesses.
Never. ever. do. that.
Tak kiralah tengah marah ke, tengah hormon tak stabil ke, janganlah bijak sangat letak hukum sana sini, doa balasan itu ini.


Lupa ke kita ada Tuhan?

Ini mental note untuk kamu juga, Long!




I could go on and on, but I don't like much when I write this way.
I wanna put pictures and share happy happy moments only so yeah --- this is only my own mental note, coretan yang mungkin immature to some, coretan yang please-lah jangan ah terasa that I'm talking about you.
Or you.
And you.
And whoever you may be.

But if adaaaa jugak yang nak terasa, lantak ah.

'Cause if you didn't know...

Tahun ni memang tahun lantak ah.
Serius, lantak ah.

:')